There's nothing really left to say. I'm happy. I'm busy. I'm doing what I love. It's great. I even have a crush on someone but I don't wanna jinx it cuz then shit never works out. Woop woop. =)

Oh life...

A few people told me about your accident. Maybe I'm a bitch..but I hope you're okay.

Life is fabulous. That's all I have to say.

A lot of projects coming up..so happy about it.

Live. Love. Laugh.

who cares about the past? the past is done with.

care about NOW. the exciting things are about to happen. the present and future. <3

that when all the doors are locked in a room...god keeps a window open. there is always a way.


god is good to me.

so i'd like to write out that when i moved to new york city being a modeling was not my intentions. i honestly mean that. but it was something that came a long and is headed in the right direction.

photoshoot with herron on saturday..and a photoshoot that is coming up that we will be playing with a lot of ice cream. :) excited. <3

acting is going...and going...still filming the indie film and then soon my schedule will be open for auditions.

lots of traveling coming up for the b comps and imta workshops. love my white plains girls! <3

new york city life style is the same...always the fast pace life. seems like there are no hours in the day.

i'm really happy to say i'm single and i don't have to deal with someone else's life and problems. it sounds selfish but i need to think a lot about me right now and i can't be with someone until i figure everything out with my self.

to whoever reads this... let's all cross our fingers i get signed soon. then my life will be drastically different. xo

this song could have helped me out so much before...but oh well. it's an amazing song anyway...

Lately I've been skeptical
Silent when I would used to speak
Distant from all around me
Who witness me fail and become weak
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down

But you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain
Because you know it all and I guess things will never change
But you might need my hand when falling in your hole
Your disposition I'll remember when I'm letting go of
You and me we're through
And rearranged

It seems that you're not satisfied
There's too much on your mind
So you leave and I can't believe all the bullshit that I find
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down

But you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain
Because you know it all and I guess things will never change
But you might need my hand when falling in your hole
Your disposition I'll remember when I'm letting go of
You and me we're through
And rearranged

You're no good
For me
Thank God its over

You make believe
That nothing is wrong until you're cryin'
You make believe
That life is so long until you're dyin'
You make believe
That nothing is wrong until you're cryin'
Cryin' on me
You make believe
That life is so long until you're dyin'
Dyin' on me!

You think that everybody's the same
I don't think that anybody's like you
(You ruin everything and you kept fuckin' with me until its over and I won't be
the same)
You think that everybody's the same
I don't think that anybody's like you
Be the same

Just think about it
You'll get it

i slept in today. sleeping in feels fabulous because i'm always running around. yesterday was a horrible day on my feet. now i'm just hanging out and then i have to get ready to head off to work. yippee.

today is just another day being a "normal" person. i hate these days...haha.

i have a photoshoot on friday with worm carnavale...yay! and saturday an audition then heading to white plains to work with my girls who are going to IMTA. aw they're so cute!

update soon.. with something worth writing about.


p.s. i'm happy.

So now who's going to cry for you?

You'll never see me again.

No matter what you do.

...for one more day without you in my life. it hurt to fall for you. but it feels so good to be over you.


i don't necessarily feel good about the things i said to you...but it had to be done so that i could let go and not have you with me. you knew i would have stuck around...and i finally had to say goodbye.